Bent & Broken

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 14:14:47 GMT

The Hero Dies X: im gonna write a huge 9 minute long song about my peanutbuttered toast and call it " An Ode To Toast" .. its gonna have like a 5 minute guitar solo and everything!
Red Black Tears: haha record it...i'll buy a copy
Red Black Tears: send to Benji & Joel's record label and be all serious about it
The Hero Dies X: Haha DC Flag
The Hero Dies X: I will dude
The Hero Dies X: ill have _____ play the guitar
The Hero Dies X: oh jeez man
Red Black Tears: lol
The Hero Dies X: and you can use the tambourine thinger !!
Red Black Tears: niccce
The Hero Dies X: and at the end we can all go "" ahh .. toast. ""
Red Black Tears: we'll tour the world
The Hero Dies X: call it " Tour de Toast "
Red Black Tears: from coast to coast spreading our love for....TOAST *angels sing in background*
The Hero Dies X: hahaha!
The Hero Dies X: i friggen love you
Red Black Tears: muahhahhahhaha
Red Black Tears: and then you know cuz were "punk" we'll write a disgruntled song about how toast is picked on too much and never gets laid...
The Hero Dies X: and then go Emo and write one about how the toast's girlfriend broke up with it ..
Red Black Tears: and then go hardcore and sing how my toast will fuck up urs anytime
The Hero Dies X: and/or boyfriend. whichever works
The Hero Dies X: and then be metal and scream random things, throwing in the word "toast" every now and then
Red Black Tears: lol be like "blahhhhhhhhhhhh TOAST blahhhhhhhhhh my mother hates me blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh TOAST"
The Hero Dies X: " TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAST !!!! i went to the grocery store and the old lady pissed me off !! TOOOOOAST !! she stole my napkins !! TOOOOAST !!! "
Red Black Tears: lol
Red Black Tears: then you bust into your n'sync moves
The Hero Dies X: hell yea
Red Black Tears: wow we've got the makings of a whole new generation of music
The Hero Dies X: yeah we do

All that over me making some toast. Wow.
I love you Kristen !!

Happy Easter =D

I Posered Kristen >_

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 17:39:39 GMT

Muahaha !!

I'm Posering Kristen. I stole her survey because I'm bored. So yeah. Here.

LAYER ONE: The Basics

Name: Allison
Current Location: Clinton
Eye Color: Brown ..
Hair Color: Black .. trying to convince my madre to let me put crazyass colors in it ..
Height: 5'5"
Zodiac Sign: Virgo

LAYER TWO: On The Inside

Your heritage: Too Much To Type ..
Shoes you wore today: My nasty-ass old Vans =D
Your weakness: Guys in Bands
Your fears: Sharks
Goal you'd like to achieve: keep the band going for a long time

LAYER THREE: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow

Your thoughts first waking up: Oh great.
Your best physical feature: haha NOTHING !! I'm fugly
Your bedtime: Whenever ...
Your most missed memory: When I wasnt depressed ..

LAYER FOUR: Your Pick

Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
Single or group dates: depends
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino

LAYER FIVE: Do You?

Swear: all the time
Sing: if i want to
Take a shower everyday: i try to
Think you've been in love: yes
Like(d) high school: haha yeah. i love it. all the time .. NO.
Get motion sickness: no
Think you're attractive: Kyle calls me a porn star and some other guys have said i was hot .. so i dunno ..
Think you're a health freak: depends
Get along with your parents: No
Like thunderstorms: Yes
Play an instrument: Yes

LAYER SIX: In the past month have you...

Made Out: Not in the past month.
Gone on a date: Not in the past month.
Been on stage: Not in the past month.
Been dumped: Not in the past month.
Gone skinny dipping: No.
Dyed your hair: Yep

LAYER SEVEN: Ever...

Played a game that required removal of clothing: No
Been caught "doing something": No
Been called a tease: Yes
Gotten beaten up: No
Shoplifted: No

LAYER EIGHT: Getting Older

Age you hope to be married: i dont fucking know ..
Numbers and Names of Children: 3 - Damien, Zachariah, and Autumn
Describe your dream wedding: Gothic-ish
How do you want to die: Car Crash
What do you want to be when you grow up: happy...
What country would you most like to visit: .. anywhere but here.

LAYER NINE: In a boy/ girl

Best eye color?: Green or Blue
Best hair color?: Black or some other color not found in nature ..
Short or long hair: Doesn't matter
Height: Anything taller than me

LAYER TEN: In The Numbers...

Number of people I could trust with my life: 2
Number of CDs that I own: 97. I counted. I have no life.
Number of piercings: 4 as of now. im behind. i know. shush.
Number of tattoos: 0 as of right now
Number of scars on my body: Too many to count
Number of things in my past that I regret: Two

LAST ONE: Spell your name using band names

A.lkaline Trio
L.ong SHot Hero
L.etter Kills
I.ll Heros
S.enses Fail
O.ff By One
N.orthstar

Sick =(

Thu, 08 Apr 2004 20:10:04 GMT

Ahh I hate my life. I'm sick. Thanks to my brother. G - A - Y.

Frank called me. Made me pretty happy. Hes wicked cool. Funny too. Haha I'm surprised he hasn't started to hate me yet or call me annoying. That's a first.

Didn't go to school today. Puked my brains out =(

im gonna go lay down. im getting dizzy. goddamn.

Tue, 06 Apr 2004 21:45:31 GMT

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Sun, 04 Apr 2004 20:19:44 GMT

Haven't updated in a little while so I decided to.

I guess I'm going to Canada. FUCK MY DAD. I'm not staying with him. I love him and all .. but no.

Katy & Nick broke up. That sucks. Now Katy's all .. unhappy and such. I hate when my friends aren't happy. And I hate the people who make them that way even more. Specially when I can't stand them in the first place. But whatever.

Lizzie's grandfather died last night. I wish I could have helped out, but I didn't know what to do or say. I feel like shit for not being able to help. I mean, I'm ALLI. I help everyone. It's what I do, and what I'm expected to do. I guess all I can do is be there for her if and/or when she needs me. Which isn't a problem at all.

I'm still confused about the whole Carter/Amidon thing. One half of me just wants to tell her she should give up, but then i'd be a hypocrite because I haven't given up on Mike. And are situations are kind of similar. Then, the other half of me just wants to tell her to stay with it and try everything she can. I don't know.

I've lost my touch. I can't help anyone anymore.

- I'm Useless -

Meh

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 20:01:51 GMT

My dad's stalking me. HOW FUCKING RETARDED IS THAT ?! I just want to tell him to fuck off and leave me the hell alone. But I can't. He'll like .. beat me.

Eh .. boredom. IT'S RAINING !! I've waited for rain for what seems like FOREVER !! I missed it =D

I really hope Alli & Josh go out. Alli would be SO HAPPY and as long as my friends are happy, i'm happy =D

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 19:44:37 GMT

Last Night Was Fun.

First we picked up Alli and we went to Kat's house to see her and Kel and make sure everything was fine and to chill for a bit. About 5 minutes after we got there, Nate, Steve, & Moquin(OH JESUS SO HOT!!) got there. They left after like 2 minutes ... they went to a concert. Kat & Kel couldn't leave, so Alli & i went to Dunkin to get Kevin, Taylor, Cam, and Jacob. We walked to the park and they left to go set of flairs at high bridge. After we went to Z's and chilled with Kevin, Cam, Taylor, Sam Ike, Rodriguez, Zack W. & Jacob. Josh, CHris and Big Andy showed up. THen we went to the park. Haha some funny shit went on. Then we met up with Nathan R. and this Tom kid with fucked up eyes (haha Carter !!). They went to Oxford and went looking for "Dan's cousin Mark" ... haha. Shit. After we got back to Alli's we talked to Nate & Tom for like 7 hours trying to get them to come "see us" and then told them they couldn't. They came anyways. Alli made them leave ... after they called us. haha : "We just got blasted with these 25 years olds and chased a rooster" ... fucking Chamelon !!!

Alli you kick my ass !! haha

=D ...... JUSTIN BAILEY !!!

I LOVE YOU KAT !!! last night fucking SUCKED ..

Sat, 27 Mar 2004 14:29:00 GMT

Ugh. Last night I could have stopped that Heather bitch from hitting Kat. I could have stepped in and gotten the shit beat out of ME and helped Kat out. But I didn't. I'm a fuckup. I should have done something. But no, I stood there and watched one of my best friends get the living shit beat out of her. Does anyone know how fucking hard that is?! I wish I had done something when I had Kat and that whore kept pushing me off and telling me to back the fuck up. Whatever, one of my BEST FRIENDS had to go to the fucking hospital last night. That shit don't work. Cassandra Pulsifer is DEAD. I don't give a shit what happens to me, shes GONE. I just don't understand how a fucking 21 YEAR OLD, DRUNK OFF HER ASS, ON PROBATION, "IN THE CRYPTS" can beat the shit out of a 14 year old and GET OUT. FUCK THAT !!! Those bitches are gonna get what they deserve, even if it fucking KILLS me !!!!!!!! Jen, Heather, & Cassandra are going to DIE.

I love you Kat, I'll do anything for you. I'm always here if you need me, just say something. I wish I had done something to help you last night hun, if I could go back, I would have done something, and I hope you know that. I'm sorry =(

o0o INFORMATION!

Thu, 25 Mar 2004 01:44:50 GMT

I guess not everyone in Clinton hates me !! OO BIG NEWS!!
Alli Carter and Adena Glebus being 2 .. wow. Did I just randomly turn into someone not to hate? I feel loved =D

well .. ill update later. maybe.

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 22:29:07 GMT

Well today just sucks, eh?

Luke just IMed me ... bitched at me for saying HE was going to kick BILLY'S ass ... which I never said. I bet he heard that shit from Ashley. Fuckin' Estrada. I swear to God she's gonna get the shit beat out of her. Not by me, well you never know, but if not by me, definently by someone else. She needs to keep her mouth shut, stop making shit up, and grow the fuck up. And I swear to GOD if Cassandra keeps fucking harassing me i'm going to kill her.

Well anyways, I guess Billy's gonna beat Luke up. Good. I don't give a fuck anymore. I've cared for the last fucking 6 years. Trying to fix everyone's problems, solve everyones issues ... even help people get along again. And what happened? Nothing. Abso-fucking-lutely NOTHING. They all become best fucking friends and turned on me. Well thats wonderful. Hope you all have wonderful fucking lives together.

I lost my best friend today, and most of the people I cared most for. I don't need anyone's shit anymore.

Meh, Dentist

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 19:58:29 GMT

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

Time to go visit Dr. Tony and get my teeth cleaned !!

Dentist today ... mhmm ... ill write things in here laterrr ....

Tue, 23 Mar 2004 22:00:32 GMT

Hmm ... so today wasn't TOO boring. Morrison's class kicked some ass with the pencil tossing, text-messages, the "pot-aret", and Katy blowing her kisses. Plus, it was even better since PJ wasn't there. Fucking PJ. What a waste of a chair.

The "BENSON. STOP TALKING." Meter:
5 hits today.

God, Morrison's class kicks ass.

.......... in other news:

Kat's still boyfriend-less (woo kat we have a club!)
Katy's boyfriend (Nick) is a FUCK. (sorry Katy .. he is.=x .. go back with Shane.)
&
Liz's "boyfriend" is just an all-around piece of SCHIZUM. (Nice going Zach.)

Boys Night Out Concert. August 9th. Paladium. MATTHEW TERRANCE .. WE HAVE TO GO. REMEMBER ... I'LL CRY. a ha I love you =D!! [ sticks.;0D]

Na-te
.. & ..
Al-li
BFFL .... MF !!
haha Nate, I love you !!

hmmmmmmm

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 21:21:10 GMT

BERGER PAN & TINKER BILL .. & THE EVIL CAPTIAN CARTER !!!!

..... Vermont Memories .....

.... Carter .... if you read this .... YOU ARE A FUCK!! =D .. "WONDERFUL !!!"

- a.b.

AAHHHH!!! YESSSS !!!

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 19:52:07 GMT

I'm Officially Off Groundation Today !!!!!!!!

I'm FUCKING PSYCHED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Too bad I can't exactly go OUT today. Meh. Fuck my mother up the ass. She's such a loser. The first day I'm not gounded, I can't even leave me house. God damnit. Oh well, not like I'm not used to being in the house by now anyways.

Called Mike last night. He was chillen with Matt, so he told me he'd call me back. STILL HAVEN'T GOTTEN A CALL .. but yeah .. I don't realy care anymore. I'm thinking I should just give up. I guess Heather doesn't thinkI should but meh, I don't know. I mean, hes the PERFECT guy. Besides the depression .. which is definently not a problem .. I guess I helped make him happy when he wasn't .. so yeah.

- make a wish and b

d -

boredom

Sat, 20 Mar 2004 22:27:39 GMT

meh, boredom. still grounded. getting off tomorrow. hopefully we get to do that whole mall thing. I want Mike to go =/. and I want to see my Heather. God damnit, 1 month is WAY to fucking long.

well yes.
nothing more left to say.
so i will leave you with yet again, another annoying survey ma-bob-er.

[ x ] Spell your first name backwards - Nosilla
[ x ] The story behind your live journal user name - It's a band .. the "x" is just there because im fucking awesome like that =P
[ x ] Are you a homosexual - No.
[ x ] Where do you live - In a house.
[ x ] 4 words that sum you up - hott fun different good-listener (<--thanks to Heather)

DescribeYour
[ x ] Hairbrush - It's black and red. mhmm.
[ x ] Toothbrush - ... red.
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - My black bracelets, My "disguised" 666 pendant
[ x ] Pillow cover - black
[ x ] Blanket - black
[ x ] Coffee cup - black, red, & white.
[ x ] Underwear - comfy
[ x ] shoes - blue & white vans
[ x ] backpack - blue and covered in duct tape, safety pins, inside jokes, and patches.
[ x ] Favorite shirt - I have too many of them.
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume - Cologne - "Bone Daddy"(on guys, I DONT WEAR IT ... ) Perfume - Rag Doll, Lilu & "Penguin"
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - Poison The Well
[ x ] Tattoos - none yet
[ x ] Piercings - 2 in each ear .. I HAD my lip pierced on the right side, im getting it re-done
[ x ] What you are wearing now - Killswitch Engage T-shirt, Jeans, Black & red socks ...
[ x ] Hair - in braids.
[ x ] Makeup - Black eyeliner, dark red eyeshadow, clear lipgloss (tastes like rasberries .. MMM)

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth - strawberry blowpop
[ x ] In my head - Jack Off Jill Songs
[ x ] Wishing - that I could tell Mike .... stuff.
[ x ] Is next to you - My cat =)
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - CAMERON'S BIRTHDAY !!! .. and Vamant! haha
[ x ] The last thing you ate - edible styrofoam ...
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - um .. sharks?
[ x ] Do you like candles - yeppers
[ x ] Do you like hot wax - ......;0)
[ x ] Do you like incense - mhmm!
[ x ] Do you believe in love - I believe in a thing called love, just listen to the rhthym of my heaaaaaarrt!!!! ;0)
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - er .... kind of
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - mhmm
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - No.
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - Sure, why not..
[ x ] Do you do drugs - nope
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - Myself
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - arouns 6-7 days
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - Yeah yeah. Better than sporks yo.
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - um ..
[ x ] What are some of your favorite pig out foods - Pringles & Orange Soda !! Haha Nicole =D
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - How to be open-minded and understanding. Those dumbasses.
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - The way things work.
[ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time - Everyone ... I've been grounded too long!!!
[ x ] whos the last person you hugged - my best friend nathan =D!!! . i think ..
[ x ] whos the last person you kissed - a hahaha ... Shaun =X
[ x ] whos the last person who told u they loved u - Heather !!
[ x ] whos the person your most like - Umm ... im most like .. myself ! woot woot !!
[ x ] who makes you laugh the most - Mostly everyone

YES !! JUST WHAT I NEED !!! MORE FUCKING DRAMA.

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 19:40:21 GMT

I guess from now on I'm going to have to explain things to people using every single little fucking detail.

Driz fucking freaked on me today. Last night I told her about this thing where Me, Heather and some other people we're gonna chill. I invited her to come if she wanted because she bitches ALL THE TIME on how we never invite her to chill or go anywhere, so I did. She asked Heather if she wanted to come chill with ME, HER AND NATE today. I told her I didn't know what the hell she was talking about because I never said it was me her and nate. She FLIPPED. So she's chillen with Matt & Kristen today. Good. Whatever. I said "OVER THE WEEKEND." Usually when someone says that, it means SATURDAY AND SUNDAY. But yeah, fuck that, she wants to be a bitch to me because SHE fucked up?! That's WICKED AWESOME.

Fuck this shit I don't need it !!

WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!

Wed, 17 Mar 2004 13:31:55 GMT

NATE AND HEATHER ARE BACK TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now if only my life would go back to happy. =/

The Song !!! Woo Kat !!!

Tue, 16 Mar 2004 21:21:22 GMT

Haha The Song:

" I Love You,
You Hate Me,
Let's Go Kill TANISHA B.
She's Always Being Beaten And Is Really REALLY Poor,
Let's Gang Up And Kill That Whore. "

... Kat ... I think we have WAY to much free time ... yeaaaa ...

DON'T LOOK AT ME.

More Lyrics Woo !

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 22:06:42 GMT

BOYS NIGHT OUT !!!!
(Just Once) Let's Do Something Different

I've got these scars that I'm hiding from times that I should have died and,
I drink to remember them all.
But its the ones I've inflicted, that keep me addicted,
and keep you admitted... there's faults.
so don't expect this to let up now get set up for the setup,
just put up or shut up, or don't call.
(Sister, everything is softer)
Somethings should stay safely stashed away
(Yea, Brother)
You better bring your baseball bat or better,
because broken bones and black eyes are a safe bet

So just once, let's do something different, yea if it's not too much
Just once, let's do something different, yea if it's not too...if it's not too much

Conflicted turn signals were dead
A bold cry, pink and blinking red
The answer that's been written since day one
The ride through wind in the recoil
Just then entrenched in the topsoil
An impulse still searching for the gun
Faster feet fly to the floormat
The tanktop left with the top back
Brakelights flooded out by the sun

(Sister, everything is softer)
Somethings are kept safer stashed away.
(Yea, Brother)
You better bring a baseball bat or better,
because broken bones and black eyes are a safe bet

So just once, let's do something different, yea if it's not too much
Just once, let's do something different, yea if it's not too...if it's not too much

I suffered through my potential, and didn't come back with anything substantial
I'm sorry, but I need saving... this horror, the perfect ending...
(JUST ONCE)
So just once, let's do something different, yea if it's not too much
Just once, let's do something different, yea if it's not too...if it's not too much

- <3 Boys Night Out <3 -

BBBBBOOOOORRRRREEEEEDDDDD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 21:44:24 GMT

The Generic Teenager Stereotype
Do you drool over celebrities?: sumtimes
Do you watch a lot of TV?: not really
Are you failing a lot of your classes?: no
Do you cuss a lot?: haha YEAH
Are you desperate to fit in?: no

The Goth Stereotype
Black lipstick?:no
Black eyeliner?:ya
Black eyeshadow?:ya
Black trenchcoat?: ya but i dont wear it ... =/
Black boots?: yes
Black fishnet?: no
Black nail polish?:ya
Horrible home life?:ya

The Girlie Stereotype
Have you ever been on a diet?:no
How much did you lose?: none
Make yourself throw up?: yup.
How big are your boobies? [Cup size]: 36 c
Thongs?: ya
Pretty bras?: sorta?
Do you shave your armpits?YES
How about your legs?:YES
Are you emotional?:ya
Especially when on your period?:ya

Beginning
What time is it:4:35
What is the date: March 15, 2oo4

Info
Name:Allison or Alli
Age: ... you should know.
Sex: chica
Birthday:August 30th
What school do you go to: Clinton High
What year will you graduate: .... a ha 07.
Do you have braces: no
Do you have glasses:no
Are you good at school:yeah?
Shoe size:8 1/2 - 9 .. Big Feet =)

Favorites
Color: red black blue green
Teacher:Morrison - CZERMAK
Holiday: HALLOWEEN
Radio station: 107.3 WAAF
Place to be: Nate's house or Outside, mostly in wooded areas like Blood Forest or fields ...
Smell:inscents!!
Sound:Music!!
Feeling:being loved
Flower(s):roses lillys & lilacs

This or That
Breakfast or Dinner:Dinner
Day or Night: night
Internet or Phone: depends
Happy or sad: DER happy!
Car or truck:truck feels safer
Dog or cat: dogs
Walk or run: run
Rain or snow: rain
Hail or sleet: hail
McDonalds or Burger king: king of the burger =)
Hardee's or Arby's: Arby's
Coffee or tea:coffee
Coke or pepsi: pepsi
Diary or journal: journal
Pen or pencil: depends
Candle or insence: both
Plain paper or lined paper: plain. i like to draw alot but 4 notes i like lined
Blonde or brunette: depends
Blanket or sleeping bag: both
Shower or bath: shower
Pocahontas or Mulan: mulan
Pop tart or toaster strudels: toaster strudels
Shorts or pants: pants
Boxers or briefs: boxers
Sneeze or cough: sneezes

Which way would you spell it
Megan or Meghan: Megan
Lacey or Lacy: Lacey
Steven or Stephen: Steven
Kurt or Curt: kurt
Mark or Marc: marc
Brandi or Brandy: brandy

Love life
Do you think there is a person for everyone: yes
If yes, do you know who yours is:i thought i did ..
Do you believe in love at first sight: yes
Have you ever been in love: i think so.
Do you have a b/f or g/f: nope.

Past
First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Fredrick
Last said you said:"I dont fuckin' know!!"
Last song you sang: Matchbook Romance - Promise (Emo<33)
Last time you bled: last night

Future
Who do you want to marry: .... you know.
How many kids do you want: i want to have twin boys (Damien Michael & Zachariah Anthony )
What kind of car will you have: something nice?
What kind of house will you have: a big house

Have you ever
Smoked: .....
Been Drunk: .....
Been high: a ha NEVER.
Done drugs: excedrin count?
Stayed up all night on the internet: ya
Met someone off the internet (in person): no
Cried over a guy/girl: all the time
Been in a fist fight:yes!
Been in a cat fight: no
Wanted to kill someone:YES
Fell off a chair: haha yea
Kissed the same sex: Hi Krystal. haha
Had feelings for the same sex: nope
Lap danced:haha yes

Other
Do you like your handwriting:sometimes
Do you have a job you lazy bum: no
Do you own a miniskirt: a haa
Do you floss:yes
Do you believe in fate: ya
Are you a good speller: yes
Do you like little kids:Yes

Ending
Did you like this survey: it was ok?
Were you bored: ya
What time is it: 4:43

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 20:06:52 GMT

Matchbook Romance"Promise"Matchbook Romance"Promise"

what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go

and the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can't replace,
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

i never thought i'd be the one to say
please don't, please don't leave me

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

you're not making this easy... (easy, easy, easy...)

take my hand and never let me go,
take my hand and never let me go,
promise me...
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
make this last forever

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know, you're not making this easy

you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy

so fall asleep tonight, 'cuz that brings me closer to you

- I've gone to lyric land. I don't ever wanna come back -

uh yeah

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 00:52:55 GMT

Yeah that last entry was retarded.
I'm bored so I think i'll just make some more entries? Or maybe this one will be my last for today.

Tomorrows Monday. March 15th. School & Lizzie's birthday. She gonna be 15 !! Go Lizzie =P !! Only bad thing about tomorrow is Hastings is sitting in on my period 4 Spanish Class. Merr.

Talked to Nicole today. God I fucking miss her !! Twin2 isn't the same without Twin1 =/. I think she might be shadowing me this week or sometime soon though, I hope everyone's ready for the return of Miss Nicole Marie Maurice !! Jeez, it's been so long since "everyone's" been together ... our little "circle" isn't the same. It's just Kat, Alissa, and Me now. Tati, Nicole, Serena and the others are gone. Meh, well what can you do .. nothing I suppose.

So yes. Today was very boring. Listened to a bunch of Matchbook Romance songs and thought about "PEOPLE" and cried a little. I never thought i'd miss someone so damn much. I hate "HER". Only a certian few would understand the babbelage I just wrote. To you others, I'm sorry for the confusion.

So I think I'm done venting. Until tomorrow, I bid you all farewell and goodnight.

I Am Alone.
And You Are A Faggot.

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 00:41:37 GMT

Darren's Pretty Hot.

^ Yeah he is. =D

... Fuck. I'm such a geebert. God. Merr.

Nathan's My Life. ;D

Meh.

Sun, 14 Mar 2004 15:46:22 GMT

So yeah, new journal.

I don't understand WHY people INSIST on fucking with my journal, but I keep having to make new names. Well whatever, I don't care. MEH.

I'm sick. It sucks. I think I'm dyinggggg ....

I feel wicked bad for Heather. I guess Nate "picked" Liz .. or whatever .. and Heather's really .. depressed? I guess you could call it that. Practically every boyfriend shes had has treated her like shit. Especially Jeff. UGH. Jeff. What an asshole. But yeah, I don't know what to tell her. Give up on the guys you know and find someone new? Give up on guys in general? Don't give up? I'm not sure. This is probably the ONLY problem one of my friends has had that I can't help with and I feel like an asshole.

Well .. I'm done. Nothing left to say. Maybe i'll write again later.