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[11 Apr 2004|10:11am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Murphy from The Boondock Saints talking on my TV. ] The Hero Dies X: im gonna write a huge 9 minute long song about my peanutbuttered toast and call it " An Ode To Toast" .. its gonna have like a 5 minute guitar solo and everything! Red Black Tears: haha record it...i'll buy a copy Red Black Tears: send to Benji & Joel's record label and be all serious about it The Hero Dies X: Haha DC Flag The Hero Dies X: I will dude The Hero Dies X: ill have _____ play the guitar The Hero Dies X: oh jeez man Red Black Tears: lol The Hero Dies X: and you can use the tambourine thinger !! Red Black Tears: niccce The Hero Dies X: and at the end we can all go "" ahh .. toast. "" Red Black Tears: we'll tour the world The Hero Dies X: call it " Tour de Toast " Red Black Tears: from coast to coast spreading our love for....TOAST *angels sing in background* The Hero Dies X: hahaha! The Hero Dies X: i friggen love you Red Black Tears: muahhahhahhaha Red Black Tears: and then you know cuz were "punk" we'll write a disgruntled song about how toast is picked on too much and never gets laid... The Hero Dies X: and then go Emo and write one about how the toast's girlfriend broke up with it .. Red Black Tears: and then go hardcore and sing how my toast will fuck up urs anytime The Hero Dies X: and/or boyfriend. whichever works The Hero Dies X: and then be metal and scream random things, throwing in the word "toast" every now and then Red Black Tears: lol be like "blahhhhhhhhhhhh TOAST blahhhhhhhhhh my mother hates me blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh TOAST" The Hero Dies X: " TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAST !!!! i went to the grocery store and the old lady pissed me off !! TOOOOOAST !! she stole my napkins !! TOOOOAST !!! " Red Black Tears: lol Red Black Tears: then you bust into your n'sync moves The Hero Dies X: hell yea Red Black Tears: wow we've got the makings of a whole new generation of music The Hero Dies X: yeah we do All that over me making some toast. Wow. I love you Kristen !! Happy Easter =D Get The Razor. 1 cut ... - bleed for me..

I Posered Kristen >_ [09 Apr 2004|01:20pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | Far From Known - Colorblind ] Muahaha !! I'm Posering Kristen. I stole her survey because I'm bored. So yeah. Here. LAYER ONE: The Basics Name: Allison Current Location: Clinton Eye Color: Brown .. Hair Color: Black .. trying to convince my madre to let me put crazyass colors in it .. Height: 5'5" Zodiac Sign: Virgo LAYER TWO: On The Inside Your heritage: Too Much To Type .. Shoes you wore today: My nasty-ass old Vans =D Your weakness: Guys in Bands Your fears: Sharks Goal you'd like to achieve: keep the band going for a long time LAYER THREE: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow Your thoughts first waking up: Oh great. Your best physical feature: haha NOTHING !! I'm fugly Your bedtime: Whenever ... Your most missed memory: When I wasnt depressed .. LAYER FOUR: Your Pick Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi Single or group dates: depends Adidas or Nike: Adidas Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino LAYER FIVE: Do You? Swear: all the time Sing: if i want to Take a shower everyday: i try to Think you've been in love: yes Like(d) high school: haha yeah. i love it. all the time .. NO. Get motion sickness: no Think you're attractive: Kyle calls me a porn star and some other guys have said i was hot .. so i dunno .. Think you're a health freak: depends Get along with your parents: No Like thunderstorms: Yes Play an instrument: Yes LAYER SIX: In the past month have you... Made Out: Not in the past month. Gone on a date: Not in the past month. Been on stage: Not in the past month. Been dumped: Not in the past month. Gone skinny dipping: No. Dyed your hair: Yep LAYER SEVEN: Ever... Played a game that required removal of clothing: No Been caught "doing something": No Been called a tease: Yes Gotten beaten up: No Shoplifted: No LAYER EIGHT: Getting Older Age you hope to be married: i dont fucking know .. Numbers and Names of Children: 3 - Damien, Zachariah, and Autumn Describe your dream wedding: Gothic-ish How do you want to die: Car Crash What do you want to be when you grow up: happy... What country would you most like to visit: .. anywhere but here. LAYER NINE: In a boy/ girl Best eye color?: Green or Blue Best hair color?: Black or some other color not found in nature .. Short or long hair: Doesn't matter Height: Anything taller than me LAYER TEN: In The Numbers... Number of people I could trust with my life: 2 Number of CDs that I own: 97. I counted. I have no life. Number of piercings: 4 as of now. im behind. i know. shush. Number of tattoos: 0 as of right now Number of scars on my body: Too many to count Number of things in my past that I regret: Two LAST ONE: Spell your name using band names A.lkaline Trio L.ong SHot Hero L.etter Kills I.ll Heros S.enses Fail O.ff By One N.orthstar Get The Razor. 2 cut ... - bleed for me..

Sick =( [08 Apr 2004|03:56pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | J Lo on the TV. SHOOT ME NOW. ] Ahh I hate my life. I'm sick. Thanks to my brother. G - A - Y.   Frank called me. Made me pretty happy. Hes wicked cool. Funny too. Haha I'm surprised he hasn't started to hate me yet or call me annoying. That's a first.   Didn't go to school today. Puked my brains out =(   im gonna go lay down. im getting dizzy. goddamn. Get The Razor. 3 cut ... - bleed for me..

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La de da de da de daaaa ... [04 Apr 2004|04:14pm] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | Saves The Day - Nightingale ] Haven't updated in a little while so I decided to. I guess I'm going to Canada. FUCK MY DAD. I'm not staying with him. I love him and all .. but no. Katy & Nick broke up. That sucks. Now Katy's all .. unhappy and such. I hate when my friends aren't happy. And I hate the people who make them that way even more. Specially when I can't stand them in the first place. But whatever. Lizzie's grandfather died last night. I wish I could have helped out, but I didn't know what to do or say. I feel like shit for not being able to help. I mean, I'm ALLI. I help everyone. It's what I do, and what I'm expected to do. I guess all I can do is be there for her if and/or when she needs me. Which isn't a problem at all. I'm still confused about the whole Carter/Amidon thing. One half of me just wants to tell her she should give up, but then i'd be a hypocrite because I haven't given up on Mike. And are situations are kind of similar. Then, the other half of me just wants to tell her to stay with it and try everything she can. I don't know.   I've lost my touch. I can't help anyone anymore. - I'm Useless - Get The Razor. 1 cut ... - bleed for me..

Meh [31 Mar 2004|02:53pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | The Movielife Songs Off A Random CD .. ] My dad's stalking me. HOW FUCKING RETARDED IS THAT ?! I just want to tell him to fuck off and leave me the hell alone. But I can't. He'll like .. beat me.   Eh .. boredom. IT'S RAINING !! I've waited for rain for what seems like FOREVER !! I missed it =D   I really hope Alli & Josh go out.  Alli would be SO HAPPY and as long as my friends are happy, i'm happy =D Get The Razor. bleed for me..

[28 Mar 2004|02:34pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | The Suicide Pact - That's What You Get For Caring ] Last Night Was Fun. First we picked up Alli and we went to Kat's house to see her and Kel and make sure everything was fine and to chill for a bit.  About 5 minutes after we got there, Nate, Steve, & Moquin(OH JESUS SO HOT!!) got there.  They left after like 2 minutes ... they went to a concert.  Kat & Kel couldn't leave, so Alli & i went to Dunkin to get Kevin, Taylor, Cam, and Jacob. We walked to the park and they left to go set of flairs at high bridge.  After we went to Z's and chilled with Kevin, Cam, Taylor, Sam Ike, Rodriguez, Zack W. & Jacob.  Josh, CHris and Big Andy showed up. THen we went to the park. Haha some funny shit went on.  Then we met up with Nathan R. and this Tom kid with fucked up eyes (haha Carter !!).  They went to Oxford and went looking for "Dan's cousin Mark" ... haha.  Shit.  After we got back to Alli's we talked to Nate & Tom for like 7 hours trying to get them to come "see us" and then told them they couldn't.  They came anyways.  Alli made them leave ... after they called us. haha : "We just got blasted with these 25 years olds and chased a rooster" ... fucking Chamelon !!!   Alli you kick my ass !! haha   =D ...... JUSTIN BAILEY !!! Get The Razor. 1 cut ... - bleed for me..

I LOVE YOU KAT !!! last night fucking SUCKED .. [27 Mar 2004|09:27am] [ mood | infuriated ] [ music | RA - Do You Call My Name ] Ugh. Last night I could have stopped that Heather bitch from hitting Kat. I could have stepped in and gotten the shit beat out of ME and helped Kat out. But I didn't. I'm a fuckup. I should have done something. But no, I stood there and watched one of my best friends get the living shit beat out of her. Does anyone know how fucking hard that is?! I wish I had done something when I had Kat and that whore kept pushing me off and telling me to back the fuck up. Whatever, one of my BEST FRIENDS had to go to the fucking hospital last night. That shit don't work. Cassandra Pulsifer is DEAD. I don't give a shit what happens to me, shes GONE. I just don't understand how a fucking 21 YEAR OLD, DRUNK OFF HER ASS, ON PROBATION, "IN THE CRYPTS" can beat the shit out of a 14 year old and GET OUT. FUCK THAT !!! Those bitches are gonna get what they deserve, even if it fucking KILLS me !!!!!!!! Jen, Heather, & Cassandra are going to DIE. I love you Kat, I'll do anything for you. I'm always here if you need me, just say something. I wish I had done something to help you last night hun, if I could go back, I would have done something, and I hope you know that. I'm sorry =( Get The Razor. 1 cut ... - bleed for me..

o0o INFORMATION! [24 Mar 2004|08:43pm] I guess not everyone in Clinton hates me !! OO BIG NEWS!! Alli Carter and Adena Glebus being 2 .. wow. Did I just randomly turn into someone not to hate? I feel loved =D well .. ill update later. maybe. Get The Razor. 1 cut ... - bleed for me..

[24 Mar 2004|05:26pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | Killing Oliver - Sorry To Say We're Over ] Well today just sucks, eh? Luke just IMed me ... bitched at me for saying HE was going to kick BILLY'S ass ... which I never said. I bet he heard that shit from Ashley. Fuckin' Estrada. I swear to God she's gonna get the shit beat out of her. Not by me, well you never know, but if not by me, definently by someone else. She needs to keep her mouth shut, stop making shit up, and grow the fuck up. And I swear to GOD if Cassandra keeps fucking harassing me i'm going to kill her. Well anyways, I guess Billy's gonna beat Luke up. Good. I don't give a fuck anymore. I've cared for the last fucking 6 years. Trying to fix everyone's problems, solve everyones issues ... even help people get along again. And what happened? Nothing. Abso-fucking-lutely NOTHING. They all become best fucking friends and turned on me. Well thats wonderful. Hope you all have wonderful fucking lives together. I lost my best friend today, and most of the people I cared most for. I don't need anyone's shit anymore. Get The Razor. 1 cut ... - bleed for me..

Meh, Dentist [24 Mar 2004|02:57pm] EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! Time to go visit Dr. Tony and get my teeth cleaned !! Dentist today ... mhmm ... ill write things in here laterrr .... Get The Razor. bleed for me..

[23 Mar 2004|04:48pm] [ mood | pleased ] [ music | Boys Night Out !! HELL YES BITCHESS ] Hmm ... so today wasn't TOO boring. Morrison's class kicked some ass with the pencil tossing, text-messages, the "pot-aret", and Katy blowing her kisses. Plus, it was even better since PJ wasn't there. Fucking PJ. What a waste of a chair. The "BENSON. STOP TALKING." Meter: 5 hits today. God, Morrison's class kicks ass. .......... in other news: Kat's still boyfriend-less (woo kat we have a club!) Katy's boyfriend (Nick) is a FUCK. (sorry Katy .. he is.=x .. go back with Shane.) & Liz's "boyfriend" is just an all-around piece of SCHIZUM. (Nice going Zach.) Boys Night Out Concert. August 9th. Paladium. MATTHEW TERRANCE .. WE HAVE TO GO. REMEMBER ... I'LL CRY. a ha I love you =D!! [ sticks.;0D] Na-te .. & .. Al-li BFFL .... MF !! haha Nate, I love you !! Get The Razor. 1 cut ... - bleed for me..

hmmmmmmm [21 Mar 2004|04:18pm] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | Matchbook Romance - My Eyes Burn ] BERGER PAN & TINKER BILL .. & THE EVIL CAPTIAN CARTER !!!! ..... Vermont Memories ..... .... Carter .... if you read this .... YOU ARE A FUCK!! =D .. "WONDERFUL !!!" - a.b. Get The Razor. 1 cut ... - bleed for me..

AAHHHH!!! YESSSS !!! [21 Mar 2004|02:46pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Jack Off Jill - Fear Of Dying ] I'm Officially Off Groundation Today !!!!!!!! I'm FUCKING PSYCHED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Too bad I can't exactly go OUT today. Meh. Fuck my mother up the ass. She's such a loser. The first day I'm not gounded, I can't even leave me house. God damnit. Oh well, not like I'm not used to being in the house by now anyways. Called Mike last night. He was chillen with Matt, so he told me he'd call me back. STILL HAVEN'T GOTTEN A CALL .. but yeah .. I don't realy care anymore. I'm thinking I should just give up. I guess Heather doesn't thinkI should but meh, I don't know. I mean, hes the PERFECT guy. Besides the depression .. which is definently not a problem .. I guess I helped make him happy when he wasn't .. so yeah. - make a wish and b                                  l                                      e                                           e                                                 d - Get The Razor. bleed for me..

boredom [20 Mar 2004|05:05pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Jack Off Jill - Strawberry Gashes ] meh, boredom. still grounded. getting off tomorrow. hopefully we get to do that whole mall thing. I want Mike to go =/. and I want to see my Heather. God damnit, 1 month is WAY to fucking long. well yes. nothing more left to say. so i will leave you with yet again, another annoying survey ma-bob-er. [ x ] Spell your first name backwards - Nosilla [ x ] The story behind your live journal user name - It's a band .. the "x" is just there because im fucking awesome like that =P [ x ] Are you a homosexual - No. [ x ] Where do you live - In a house. [ x ] 4 words that sum you up - hott fun different good-listener (<--thanks to Heather) DescribeYour [ x ] Hairbrush - It's black and red. mhmm. [ x ] Toothbrush - ... red. [ x ] Jewelry worn daily - My black bracelets, My "disguised" 666 pendant [ x ] Pillow cover - black [ x ] Blanket - black [ x ] Coffee cup - black, red, & white. [ x ] Underwear - comfy [ x ] shoes - blue & white vans [ x ] backpack - blue and covered in duct tape, safety pins, inside jokes, and patches. [ x ] Favorite shirt - I have too many of them. [ x ] Cologne/Perfume - Cologne - "Bone Daddy"(on guys, I DONT WEAR IT ... ) Perfume - Rag Doll, Lilu & "Penguin" [ x ] CD in stereo right now - Poison The Well [ x ] Tattoos - none yet [ x ] Piercings - 2 in each ear .. I HAD my lip pierced on the right side, im getting it re-done [ x ] What you are wearing now - Killswitch Engage T-shirt, Jeans, Black & red socks ... [ x ] Hair - in braids. [ x ] Makeup - Black eyeliner, dark red eyeshadow, clear lipgloss (tastes like rasberries .. MMM) WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) [ x ] In my mouth - strawberry blowpop [ x ] In my head - Jack Off Jill Songs [ x ] Wishing - that I could tell Mike .... stuff. [ x ] Is next to you - My cat =) [ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - CAMERON'S BIRTHDAY !!! .. and Vamant! haha [ x ] The last thing you ate - edible styrofoam ... [ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - um .. sharks? [ x ] Do you like candles - yeppers [ x ] Do you like hot wax - ......;0) [ x ] Do you like incense - mhmm! [ x ] Do you believe in love - I believe in a thing called love, just listen to the rhthym of my heaaaaaarrt!!!! ;0) [ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - er .... kind of [ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - mhmm [ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - No. [ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - Sure, why not.. [ x ] Do you do drugs - nope [ x ] Who is your worst enemy - Myself [ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - arouns 6-7 days [ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - Yeah yeah. Better than sporks yo. [ x ] What's your favorite coin - um .. [ x ] What are some of your favorite pig out foods - Pringles & Orange Soda !! Haha Nicole =D [ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - How to be open-minded and understanding. Those dumbasses. [ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - The way things work. [ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time - Everyone ... I've been grounded too long!!! [ x ] whos the last person you hugged - my best friend nathan =D!!! . i think .. [ x ] whos the last person you kissed - a hahaha ... Shaun =X [ x ] whos the last person who told u they loved u - Heather !! [ x ] whos the person your most like - Umm ... im most like .. myself ! woot woot !! [ x ] who makes you laugh the most - Mostly everyone Get The Razor. bleed for me..

YES !! JUST WHAT I NEED !!! MORE FUCKING DRAMA. [19 Mar 2004|02:35pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Boys Night Out - A Torrid Love Affair ] I guess from now on I'm going to have to explain things to people using every single little fucking detail. Driz fucking freaked on me today. Last night I told her about this thing where Me, Heather and some other people we're gonna chill. I invited her to come if she wanted because she bitches ALL THE TIME on how we never invite her to chill or go anywhere, so I did. She asked Heather if she wanted to come chill with ME, HER AND NATE today. I told her I didn't know what the hell she was talking about because I never said it was me her and nate. She FLIPPED. So she's chillen with Matt & Kristen today. Good. Whatever. I said "OVER THE WEEKEND." Usually when someone says that, it means SATURDAY AND SUNDAY. But yeah, fuck that, she wants to be a bitch to me because SHE fucked up?! That's WICKED AWESOME. Fuck this shit I don't need it !! Get The Razor. bleed for me..

Aww Heather =/ [18 Mar 2004|10:43pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Matchbook Romance - Save Yourself ] My Heather is sick :0( ... I miss her already !!! I think I'm going to try to get a ride out to her house and take care of her tomorrow. I think I made her sick, too :0| ... I  gave it to her through the phone or something ... So yeah, Lizzie & Zach are going out !! Haha it's so fucking cute !!!!!!!!! Now if only Katy & Nick (or Katy & Shane) would get back together and we find someone for Kat, everything would be perfect !!! I still wouldn't have anyone, but as long as my girls are happy, I'm even happier :0D   Kathryn Is My Life. I Love You Hunnie !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   - alli - Get The Razor. 1 cut ... - bleed for me..

WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!! [17 Mar 2004|08:30am] [ mood | pleased ] [ music | Simple Plan - Don't Wanna Think About You ] NATE AND HEATHER ARE BACK TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now if only my life would go back to happy. =/ Get The Razor. 1 cut ... - bleed for me..

The Song !!! Woo Kat !!! [16 Mar 2004|04:17pm] [ mood | infuriated ] [ music | Matchbook Romace - Greatest Fall (Of All Time) ] Haha The Song: " I Love You, You Hate Me, Let's Go Kill TANISHA B. She's Always Being Beaten And Is Really REALLY Poor, Let's Gang Up And Kill That Whore. " ... Kat ... I think we have WAY to much free time ... yeaaaa ... DON'T LOOK AT ME. Get The Razor. 1 cut ... - bleed for me..

More Lyrics Woo ! [15 Mar 2004|05:05pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | BOYS NIGHT OUT - (JUST ONCE) LETS DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT ] BOYS NIGHT OUT !!!! (Just Once) Let's Do Something Different I've got these scars that I'm hiding from times that I should have died and, I drink to remember them all. But its the ones I've inflicted, that keep me addicted, and keep you admitted... there's faults. so don't expect this to let up now get set up for the setup, just put up or shut up, or don't call. (Sister, everything is softer) Somethings should stay safely stashed away (Yea, Brother) You better bring your baseball bat or better, because broken bones and black eyes are a safe bet So just once, let's do something different, yea if it's not too much Just once, let's do something different, yea if it's not too...if it's not too much Conflicted turn signals were dead A bold cry, pink and blinking red The answer that's been written since day one The ride through wind in the recoil Just then entrenched in the topsoil An impulse still searching for the gun Faster feet fly to the floormat The tanktop left with the top back Brakelights flooded out by the sun (Sister, everything is softer) Somethings are kept safer stashed away. (Yea, Brother) You better bring a baseball bat or better, because broken bones and black eyes are a safe bet So just once, let's do something different, yea if it's not too much Just once, let's do something different, yea if it's not too...if it's not too much I suffered through my potential, and didn't come back with anything substantial I'm sorry, but I need saving... this horror, the perfect ending... (JUST ONCE) So just once, let's do something different, yea if it's not too much Just once, let's do something different, yea if it's not too...if it's not too much - <3 Boys Night Out <3 - Get The Razor. bleed for me..

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